Hai Hai Tera beda garg ho hai hai!!!!!!

Just few days before Diwali , I was held up in files all around. Had to complete all the work before time limit as revenue department would be shut for 3 continuous days & me n my junior were on fire. Office was all silent, no clients , no near by office personnel coming and chatting. Work load could be seen on each table.Suddenly, there was a break to silence. It gave me an impression that someone had died and his relatives are crying endlessly and at extreme. I have my seat in office near window so I took the pain to see what actually was the reason of this nuisance.

Ahhh....What I watched was a havoc...I shouted to everyone in office...n within secs they were on each floor.

Mess was started. Yes , "Homosexuals" finally reached our office too. But for what It was Diwali time n they were here for their "chanda" Hell!!! Their claps could be heard from any corner of our no so called commercial complex.Its really very powerful.I remember few years back I was watching television, there was a Homosexual who was trying to explain why do they go home to home when their is a new born or someone has build up a new home.The reason given was ordinary but there was a point to think upon.As our society has never thought upon this. It was like they don't get jobs anywhere, they don't have any source of Income for daily expenses, even their families reject them.It was a mass appeal on TV to pay them when they come to your door step. I was not watching that show cause that homosexual appeared on that particular day it was because he/she "whatever" represented India under Homosexual category in UNO.

When one of them was in our office everyone was trying to run but CAUGHT. Mukesh ji , our 10 years exp. old employee was held.But he tried to say Sir is not their n I don't have money. Can someone expect them to go without money , so finally Mukesh ji said Ok let me arrange money.Then he went to change room n took out Rs. 50 note.He showed intelligence cause if he would have taken out bunch of notes all would have been gone that moment only.When Mukesh ji was arguing that homo started to tear pages of clients.So he took decision to pay & let off this nuisance from office.

Now everything was cleared from our office, I put up a step outside to see our floor as everybody was out to take a relief. Our office is just in front of stairs which are headed to 3rd floor. As I was out , a homo from coming down attacked me. His/her One hand on my left n another one on my right both of them were on wall as I was totally stuck to wall. He was speaking n asking for money I said Sir is there in office...answer came What I will do with your sir fuck him or what. It was not a moment to laugh.My heart was much more faster now & his ugly face was too near to mine. I was sacred what if It would come more closer to me. At last someone said he paid to another one. Release of hands n I took a deep breath. Still I was sacred I was running n said to one of our neighbor : Bhaiya mai apke office jaa raha hoon he said fine.It was a stock broker office, I locked myself n was looking through key hole as is there anyone coming here. It was by now half an hour I opened the door came back to office.Everybody was gathered in someone else office chatting chatting & chatting.These brokers had also made a group with their clients in corridor...I said thank you n asked have they all gone...a reviled answer YES.
In my office I came to know that its yearly affair on Diwali.I was again stuck up with work but still having picture of that encounter with homo.HELL like experience.Now these people would be going to almost every building in our area n asking for money n people have no choice to say no just to pay them.As they think before any mess happens just loosen up your pockets.It was hell like experience for me , but its their only source of Income.they would be celebrating diwali by this money only.Even they don't think its a happy life for them.Its society which have put bars on their freedom but their are homos which have make their spot in market, they are well known personalities...But freedom applies to everyone not to only one.Society has to change, has to think broadly.For Society all over the world I would say This is what I call is
BEAUTY OF LIFE.

NEW DESTINATION TRAVELER

Hard Core Rainy night ,people sprinting outside n on railway station. Suddenly train arrives n there is more havoc. But What as soon as I enter my AC coach there is pin drop of silence.There has been sudden change of era as in recent past when I use to travel by any transportation whether it be Air crafts, Buses , Trains people use to chat there was an intensity among everyone to know about each other.As of today people come put up there headphones or switch on their screen through out journey n when they land they even don't care who was sitting near by them.Same is the case in AC coaches people just put curtains n take rest n when their destination comes they come out of their shell.These days everyone has been so busy with their lifestyles they really don't have time to look up in any other person.There was a time people use to share good n bad deeds of their life n feels satisfied.But is this so people don't have time or their is something else behind change of this attitude.

The pin drop of silence suddenly converts into loud n endless gossiping, when I saw that lady ahh...she was same who had called her relatives in between her journey to serve with food n water.On station when had a halt she would be clearly audible if a person would be even 50mt. away.Again it raised a question to me why we have this attitude to call our relatives even when we don't care for them what is happening in their life.On the other side we Indians don't have a straight forward attitude to say NO. We think its our duty to go n meet or is this an obligation or would it be bad on their part to say no as some other day people would talking about this issue.Why are we so much caring about society when we don't care too much about self.

From her gossiping on phone it was clear she was going to a destination where she had never been before.Calling so many people n people calling her it was mess in whole coach.She called her relatives to pick her from station at 8 in morning.It created a scene she was only travelling in train.Only Voice in "Bogi" it was like a chai wala screaming to sell his tea.She would be asking every individual who was part of catering service , but finally when got a different answer from all other she was   overjoyed or perhaps she was panicked.It was coach attendant who brought her in qualm.She questioned her twice are you Mister.Then again same story of worry uneasiness withing her...quickly calls being made & informing every known that she would be reaching an hour earlier n what it was just 15mins left when got to know it.
Terrified Terrified Lady Terrified.

Sudden Pack up of bags,pulling recklessly near to gate, asking her relatives to get up who were boarding with her.Why there is so much anxiety within every traveler when destination is about come...would train reach before that 15mins...would that 15mins are so less that she would not reach with baggage at gate....would after that 15mins train would just stop n run away in secs...why so much anxiety.Questionable.
At gate I was standing there too n a person know to city was also standing lady came n started questioning again n again is station about to arrive.Ahhh...Lady when it will come it will be visible to everyone, train would certainly stop for mins n you would have enough time to get down.This is same story for every NEW DESTINATION TRAVELER.I have been a regular traveler to different parts of country every time getting to know different attitude of travelers, every time something different.

Coming back to train, final destination came.I had a relief now no more of loudly gossips no more disturbing voices why is it so.Now this question was troubling me.Why I had a such a feeling why was this with me.Was this her disturbing scenes which was making questions to me.Even I was not knowing about that lady why I was thinking about her so many times.Why she influenced me so much that I was forced by myself to write about her.This is what I call BEAUTY OF LIFE.

THE LOST SUITCASE

Quite a few years ago, In Summers me n my mother relatives traveled to Nathdwara- A religious Place...but According to me its one of the most dirty place I have ever seen , a place of fools , a place of under confident people, a place were religion is sold aahhhh....religion is sold everywhere its best business to be in. Its not my disbelief in God is saying all these things but its cause of many visit n observing same n getting more every time.

A place of fools can be elaborated as when they statues of god they just go mad about they define it as Kitne Ache Darshan Hue , how can one define how good was that as by changing dress of god n putting up jewels on statue , before entering hall where these Darshan are made available you are just fighting to go 1st in , giving bribe to Pujaris/Sevak for giving you 1st preference , taking your child who even doesn't know where he/she is, for what purpose he is in , what good will happen to them by just joining hands of statues WON'T it count to place of fools.According to me GOD is the last thing for self belief.When people doesn't have self reliance they pray n they think it will happen n will happen good.Even when people are why are you doing this kind of fast or this kind of stuff they don't have a proper answer.This again raises my Doubt that Are not these people Under Confident.

Well, one fine late night it would be around 10PM, I did arrived at so called religious place after a long tiring journey which had an surprising destination at Udaipur then we had to hire another Bus for Nathdwara.
We were around 10-12 relatives n equally amount of baggage.One of us said every see up to your bags n then we will go to hotel.My mom did checked out my stuff.We finally arrived at Hotel "New Cottage".
Our Booking was not confirmed until we left Ahmedabad.At reception of hotel we were told its confirmed , my nanny said Takorji Kripa thi Room maadi gau i.e we got room by gods grace. By this time it was 11, we then left for dinner to Chaupati , we were not expecting it would open by this time.Again Voice of nanny n same words ahhh grow up lady.

At room back to Hotel , I was searching for my bag  from the lot to Dress up for Night so as to make myself comfortable.I opened up the bag It was not mine actually someone else also had same VIP ALFA bag ahh what a coincidence same brand same color same size n what I Didn't find my bag.I searched it again called my mom told its not there.She checked up really it was not there.
I got emotional  at that moment it contained my valuable dresses n most important was my practice register for mathematics, it was my whole year efforts in that , then a stupid voice comment came which made her proud to speak that " What will you do with your register you even don't study" , then some chaos laugh.I was hurt, she made same comment sometime back I remember in Ahmedabad itself to  me when I said I have to leave please get my tickets booked I have to study a lot my school will be opening up shortly.I was average student at school but that doesn't ,mean you can anything to anyone n any no. of times. Her Daughter might me intelligent what the hell I have to do with that.I use to mind these people for these silly sayings I use to get emotional that time I was not mature but now when I think of these stuffs I laugh at them n at myself saying to self how idiot I was that I use to mind these things.I am a self made man learned a lot from incidents at home n  outer world , I learned a lot from my Parents n specially my brother most learned person I ever met but thing is what how do you learn from mistake people make their good deeds their attitude towards others their self consideration n about society.Society is one things that is the biggest thing n can be said to be Outer world n in my words its a REEL world.They act day by day mins by mins secs by secs, they go by what other would consider it on their act they are show off kind of people everyone is part of society but I can count on my fingers people who are not fully part of this crap sided society n it includes me.

After some chaos, someone said to me I will get you new clothes being in my very young age they tried to console be by this it was looking like someone is giving for not getting emotional.But again one big thing started they were all at me you have not checked your baggage , you lost it its your mistake , I said mom checked my luggage.But what all being mom's relatives they were not saying anything to her but I was at stake.I wanted to say something at that time not exactly say but scream at each one of them IS THIS NOT THE MISTAKE OF GOD.All things coming in our way positively was all cause of god according to them n then what this suitcase its human error.Yes exactly but why all others were donated in gods goal.
It was a horrible night to sleep, was not able to sleep that night. Next day Ajay (my father : I cal him by his name)arrived.Then me, mama n Ajay went to that company's office through which we had booking n after a long finding n calls n going to another office we got information that a baggage was still there in bus as Driver was asked to check whole bus again we got call n I was like ahh...finally I had it something in my goal.
I called my brother to direct him to collect that bag from Bus "Hanger".Again at that office one who did everything for us , didn't charged a penny for so many calls he made he uttered something which i don't like hear...YEAH SAB TO BHAGWAN KI KRIPA HAI SE HUA HAI MAINE TOH KYA KARA HAI.
It was not over yet mama said now you should come to temple its all gods grace we have found this baggage n that officer also said you should go its only god who is there who do everything for us.
I was forcefully taken to temple, but what to do there I don't know what good will it make to me by joining hands in front of statues.It was very tough to be there in temple.Hell bunch of people , observing was the only thing I still do whenever I m there.Watching observing n getting something new every time.

Getting something new from same place get to know human nature of different people deriving something more making my belief in myself much stronger that I don't stand among these fools: THIS IS WHAT I SAY IS BEAUTY OF LIFE