Quite a few years ago, In Summers me n my mother relatives traveled to Nathdwara- A religious Place...but According to me its one of the most dirty place I have ever seen , a place of fools , a place of under confident people, a place were religion is sold aahhhh....religion is sold everywhere its best business to be in. Its not my disbelief in God is saying all these things but its cause of many visit n observing same n getting more every time.
A place of fools can be elaborated as when they statues of god they just go mad about they define it as Kitne Ache Darshan Hue , how can one define how good was that as by changing dress of god n putting up jewels on statue , before entering hall where these Darshan are made available you are just fighting to go 1st in , giving bribe to Pujaris/Sevak for giving you 1st preference , taking your child who even doesn't know where he/she is, for what purpose he is in , what good will happen to them by just joining hands of statues WON'T it count to place of fools.According to me GOD is the last thing for self belief.When people doesn't have self reliance they pray n they think it will happen n will happen good.Even when people are why are you doing this kind of fast or this kind of stuff they don't have a proper answer.This again raises my Doubt that Are not these people Under Confident.
Well, one fine late night it would be around 10PM, I did arrived at so called religious place after a long tiring journey which had an surprising destination at Udaipur then we had to hire another Bus for Nathdwara.
We were around 10-12 relatives n equally amount of baggage.One of us said every see up to your bags n then we will go to hotel.My mom did checked out my stuff.We finally arrived at Hotel "New Cottage".
Our Booking was not confirmed until we left Ahmedabad.At reception of hotel we were told its confirmed , my nanny said Takorji Kripa thi Room maadi gau i.e we got room by gods grace. By this time it was 11, we then left for dinner to Chaupati , we were not expecting it would open by this time.Again Voice of nanny n same words ahhh grow up lady.
At room back to Hotel , I was searching for my bag from the lot to Dress up for Night so as to make myself comfortable.I opened up the bag It was not mine actually someone else also had same VIP ALFA bag ahh what a coincidence same brand same color same size n what I Didn't find my bag.I searched it again called my mom told its not there.She checked up really it was not there.
I got emotional at that moment it contained my valuable dresses n most important was my practice register for mathematics, it was my whole year efforts in that , then a stupid voice comment came which made her proud to speak that " What will you do with your register you even don't study" , then some chaos laugh.I was hurt, she made same comment sometime back I remember in Ahmedabad itself to me when I said I have to leave please get my tickets booked I have to study a lot my school will be opening up shortly.I was average student at school but that doesn't ,mean you can anything to anyone n any no. of times. Her Daughter might me intelligent what the hell I have to do with that.I use to mind these people for these silly sayings I use to get emotional that time I was not mature but now when I think of these stuffs I laugh at them n at myself saying to self how idiot I was that I use to mind these things.I am a self made man learned a lot from incidents at home n outer world , I learned a lot from my Parents n specially my brother most learned person I ever met but thing is what how do you learn from mistake people make their good deeds their attitude towards others their self consideration n about society.Society is one things that is the biggest thing n can be said to be Outer world n in my words its a REEL world.They act day by day mins by mins secs by secs, they go by what other would consider it on their act they are show off kind of people everyone is part of society but I can count on my fingers people who are not fully part of this crap sided society n it includes me.
After some chaos, someone said to me I will get you new clothes being in my very young age they tried to console be by this it was looking like someone is giving for not getting emotional.But again one big thing started they were all at me you have not checked your baggage , you lost it its your mistake , I said mom checked my luggage.But what all being mom's relatives they were not saying anything to her but I was at stake.I wanted to say something at that time not exactly say but scream at each one of them IS THIS NOT THE MISTAKE OF GOD.All things coming in our way positively was all cause of god according to them n then what this suitcase its human error.Yes exactly but why all others were donated in gods goal.
It was a horrible night to sleep, was not able to sleep that night. Next day Ajay (my father : I cal him by his name)arrived.Then me, mama n Ajay went to that company's office through which we had booking n after a long finding n calls n going to another office we got information that a baggage was still there in bus as Driver was asked to check whole bus again we got call n I was like ahh...finally I had it something in my goal.
I called my brother to direct him to collect that bag from Bus "Hanger".Again at that office one who did everything for us , didn't charged a penny for so many calls he made he uttered something which i don't like hear...YEAH SAB TO BHAGWAN KI KRIPA HAI SE HUA HAI MAINE TOH KYA KARA HAI.
It was not over yet mama said now you should come to temple its all gods grace we have found this baggage n that officer also said you should go its only god who is there who do everything for us.
I was forcefully taken to temple, but what to do there I don't know what good will it make to me by joining hands in front of statues.It was very tough to be there in temple.Hell bunch of people , observing was the only thing I still do whenever I m there.Watching observing n getting something new every time.
Getting something new from same place get to know human nature of different people deriving something more making my belief in myself much stronger that I don't stand among these fools: THIS IS WHAT I SAY IS BEAUTY OF LIFE
A place of fools can be elaborated as when they statues of god they just go mad about they define it as Kitne Ache Darshan Hue , how can one define how good was that as by changing dress of god n putting up jewels on statue , before entering hall where these Darshan are made available you are just fighting to go 1st in , giving bribe to Pujaris/Sevak for giving you 1st preference , taking your child who even doesn't know where he/she is, for what purpose he is in , what good will happen to them by just joining hands of statues WON'T it count to place of fools.According to me GOD is the last thing for self belief.When people doesn't have self reliance they pray n they think it will happen n will happen good.Even when people are why are you doing this kind of fast or this kind of stuff they don't have a proper answer.This again raises my Doubt that Are not these people Under Confident.
Well, one fine late night it would be around 10PM, I did arrived at so called religious place after a long tiring journey which had an surprising destination at Udaipur then we had to hire another Bus for Nathdwara.
We were around 10-12 relatives n equally amount of baggage.One of us said every see up to your bags n then we will go to hotel.My mom did checked out my stuff.We finally arrived at Hotel "New Cottage".
Our Booking was not confirmed until we left Ahmedabad.At reception of hotel we were told its confirmed , my nanny said Takorji Kripa thi Room maadi gau i.e we got room by gods grace. By this time it was 11, we then left for dinner to Chaupati , we were not expecting it would open by this time.Again Voice of nanny n same words ahhh grow up lady.
At room back to Hotel , I was searching for my bag from the lot to Dress up for Night so as to make myself comfortable.I opened up the bag It was not mine actually someone else also had same VIP ALFA bag ahh what a coincidence same brand same color same size n what I Didn't find my bag.I searched it again called my mom told its not there.She checked up really it was not there.
I got emotional at that moment it contained my valuable dresses n most important was my practice register for mathematics, it was my whole year efforts in that , then a stupid voice comment came which made her proud to speak that " What will you do with your register you even don't study" , then some chaos laugh.I was hurt, she made same comment sometime back I remember in Ahmedabad itself to me when I said I have to leave please get my tickets booked I have to study a lot my school will be opening up shortly.I was average student at school but that doesn't ,mean you can anything to anyone n any no. of times. Her Daughter might me intelligent what the hell I have to do with that.I use to mind these people for these silly sayings I use to get emotional that time I was not mature but now when I think of these stuffs I laugh at them n at myself saying to self how idiot I was that I use to mind these things.I am a self made man learned a lot from incidents at home n outer world , I learned a lot from my Parents n specially my brother most learned person I ever met but thing is what how do you learn from mistake people make their good deeds their attitude towards others their self consideration n about society.Society is one things that is the biggest thing n can be said to be Outer world n in my words its a REEL world.They act day by day mins by mins secs by secs, they go by what other would consider it on their act they are show off kind of people everyone is part of society but I can count on my fingers people who are not fully part of this crap sided society n it includes me.
After some chaos, someone said to me I will get you new clothes being in my very young age they tried to console be by this it was looking like someone is giving for not getting emotional.But again one big thing started they were all at me you have not checked your baggage , you lost it its your mistake , I said mom checked my luggage.But what all being mom's relatives they were not saying anything to her but I was at stake.I wanted to say something at that time not exactly say but scream at each one of them IS THIS NOT THE MISTAKE OF GOD.All things coming in our way positively was all cause of god according to them n then what this suitcase its human error.Yes exactly but why all others were donated in gods goal.
It was a horrible night to sleep, was not able to sleep that night. Next day Ajay (my father : I cal him by his name)arrived.Then me, mama n Ajay went to that company's office through which we had booking n after a long finding n calls n going to another office we got information that a baggage was still there in bus as Driver was asked to check whole bus again we got call n I was like ahh...finally I had it something in my goal.
I called my brother to direct him to collect that bag from Bus "Hanger".Again at that office one who did everything for us , didn't charged a penny for so many calls he made he uttered something which i don't like hear...YEAH SAB TO BHAGWAN KI KRIPA HAI SE HUA HAI MAINE TOH KYA KARA HAI.
It was not over yet mama said now you should come to temple its all gods grace we have found this baggage n that officer also said you should go its only god who is there who do everything for us.
I was forcefully taken to temple, but what to do there I don't know what good will it make to me by joining hands in front of statues.It was very tough to be there in temple.Hell bunch of people , observing was the only thing I still do whenever I m there.Watching observing n getting something new every time.
Getting something new from same place get to know human nature of different people deriving something more making my belief in myself much stronger that I don't stand among these fools: THIS IS WHAT I SAY IS BEAUTY OF LIFE
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